lost love

Fatally

Soundtrack by Mazzy Star.

I’m homesick for a time that no longer exists

Unfulfilled dreams from youths lost innocence 

What happens to a love that no longer calls my name

She just stands there not even knowing how sexy she is to me

I want something back I’ve never had

She looks like a memory, lost

Dim the lights of truth

You’re that song that makes me miss you

I want you to find yourself inside me

I want me to ache inside of you——- too

Only the broken know how love is never eternal

Lonely inside, without you

Wanting you is unbearable, far beyond unbearable

Falling through ghosts of you, where angels and buzzards circle

Fatally falling asleep after hours of telling our biggest dreams and secrets to each other.

Such beautiful sadness in your eyes

I’m your night inside you

I shivered inside when our souls touched

Soundtrack Of You

Soundtrack “It’s Not Like You” by Paper Kites.

    We walked those old city streets like we owned them

    Warm breath turning into clouds of white

    Walking back to your tiny apartment

    Ellis street dark, we once found love here

    You take your coat off

    The sounds of the city, from open windows

    You ask if I wanna know you

    You play me your play list

    Every song reminds me of you

    Is this still the soundtrack of you

    I asked you to leave this town with me

    You stared out the window, into dying stars

    You say nothing, another silent no

    It’s so hard to move on, knowing you moved on

    I hate this city

    I’m so tired of everything

    That old apartment always drafty and cold

    Impatient traffic rolling off to distant places

    I now avoid Ellis street

    Strangers spying from broken blinds

    God, this is all killing me

    Do you ever think of Ellis street

    Was it a dream we once lived in

    I wish we’d moved out to the country

    In the past, there’s no new beginnings

    I’m homesick, wishing away my past

    You say nothing, another silent no

    It’s so hard to move on, knowing you moved on