You Can’t Kill A Man, When He’s Already Dead

Pinueta’s a village in a Mexican Valley 

Across the river from the Fedrales

Where the rain does not fall and that land it is dry

 And the crops do not grow and the farmers they cry

The Gringos they come with their money and cars

and bargain with peasants while they smoke their cigars

Acedro says someday I’ll swim that big river

And send back the money to my mother and sisters

His father he died when he was still small

The smell of Tequila is all he recalls

When he asked his mother all she said

Is you can’t kill a man when he’s already dead

AAAAAA HHHHH EEEEEEEE

Well, all he took was the shirt on his back

The river was swift and the night it was black

The search lights they turned the land to a stage

Where the actors are strong and the performance is brave

Acedro was caught and put behind bars

The nights they pass slow when you can’t see the stars

Something it broke, deep down inside

The shame he felt he could not hide

When the news found his mother all she said

Is you can’t kill a man when he’s already dead

AAAAAA HHHHH EEEEE

Where No Ones Been

Where No Ones Been

When nothing seems to matter

And no one seems to care

Love leaves no trace

Autumn unfolds, naked and bare

What was it you said

As you turned and looked away

Come with me

Before we fall, and time fades away

Empty rooms

Empty space

No matter where I go

I always feel out of place

I know your scent

I know your skin

I know your touch

In those secret places where no one’s ever been

I swear I can hear your heart

I can taste your breath

If you’d only let me

I’d find you again between this life and death

Wherever you’d go

I’d follow you down

Through darkest of streets

Of the loneliest of deserted towns

Are you broken like me

Black and blue, painted sad

Letting go of all those little things

We could of had 

I know your scent

I know your skin

I know your touch

In secret places where no one’s ever been

Something

She was crying, crying so very hard, and it almost sounded the same as hysterical laughter——It was a sound steeped in deep emotions. Emotions are strange and uncontrollable but never wasted. She had the fading foundation of a woman who in her younger years was pretty, No, not pretty—-She had once been beautiful. She’s my Sad Autumn girl.
Getting older is rough, even more so for a woman. Losing ones attractiveness is a cruel trick of time. There’s no punch line, just laughter and tears——and we all live somewhere between the two?
Kindness is more attractive than beauty 
right there and then
I wanted to change my life
We all want to
We are all
Afraid to live
Afraid to die
some days leave us feeling like forever

Somedays will never be forgotten
somedays show us what we’re made of
It would take all my strength 
To beat back the darkness
When did it get to be so hard
Maybe nothing and no one changes
Or, maybe it’s only me who changes
I don’t really know anyone
Anymore

And no one knows me

I prefer it this way
I wanna figure it out
On my won
I miss everyone
Everything hurts
Nothings easy anymore
How do I carry on
I just want something
Something to hold on too
But something is so hard to find
I’m lost in the wonder of it all
and it makes me cry and laugh
living somewhere between the two

Twilight

Forever forgotten
an empty chair 
at silent dinner table
China ware frail
Showing tiny fractures

Pious Stained window
from the back pew
of a prayer worn church
contrition on aching knee’s 
Quiet sobbing in the dark
 
midnight cars meander
rolling by in the distance
aimless forlorn headlights

The lonely bark of a dog at 3:05 am
The measured ticking of a incessant clock
Flickering starlight 
from Dying stars
forgive-less moon
chasing Blind skies
Waiting on a tardy sun
birth of twilight 
Shadows cast from dim windows
across dark silent bedroom walls

Rain drops against window panes
endless November nights
They say the world spins
But I don’t know
What to believe 

We are given no reasons
Holy books and funny papers
Knowing, that there is, no-knowing
What’s reality, what’s illusion
What’s it matter
we all must walk through the fire
And we do our best
To carry on






Private Moment

I bet you been on the other side of this thing before, but never with me

take me up to your room, to all those secret places

Take me to where nothing else matters

Shut the light off so I can see you better

the streets are full of people who have dreamed of having you

but they will never see you the way I do

cause I’ve seen you in me, and me in you

and maybe thats love, or a private lie

gonna dream in fire, roll like thunder

live like a child, lost in the wonder

the way of love

the way of change

don’t take the risk

if you can’t take the pain

You’re my mirror and I’m your echo

the distance between us grows ever closer

I bet you been on the other side of this thing before

but never with me

water colors, roll down your cheeks

a portrait painted in tears

I’d trade it all, for a private moment with you

Let the sky fall

and castles crumble

love becomes the truth

when your pride is humbled

the way of love

the way of change

don’t take the risk

if you can’t take the pain