All Those Pretty Words

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Lying in my bed, fetal position
Under the covers, of my bad decisions

Just when I thought, I had it figured out
This emptiness once again, fills me with doubt

Here I am, alone again
Not even my pride, left to defend

There’s a mirror, inside of me
Is who I am, what you really see

All my pretty words, now waisted
Poems and promises, I thought would save ya
Loves a bitter word, our hearts have tasted
Find what you love, and watch it break ya

Once again, I’ve laid myself bare
What this world thinks, Hell, I no longer care

Apologies, sleeping inside us all
Like broken words, now tired and oh so raw

Lets pretend it all never happened
We’ll hide our sadness, behind nervous laughter

Footsteps creaking, on wooden floors
Your ghost whispers, behind my closet door

All those pretty words, now waisted
Poems and promises, I once gave ya
Loves a bitter word, our hearts have tasted
Find what you love, and let it break ya

We All Need Love

Love and fear
Tangled again
Love like a home
We want to live in

Faith and courage
Shadows I’ve been chasing
I’m getting older
No time, to be wasting

It’s a hard life
Lessons I’ve been learning
All my mistakes
Silently burning

No matter what anyone says
We all need love
To whatever god you’re praying
Be kind to one another—-is all I’m saying

Happy endings
Ashes and sin
What we wish for
Isn’t always what we’re given

Every days a dream
I’m letting go
Of being somebody
I no longer know

Brush strokes on a canvas
Water colors bleeding
A thousand winding roads
Back to me, they’re all leading

No matter what anyone says
We all need love
To whatever god you’re praying
Be Good to one another—-is all I’m saying

A Freak Like Me

Around her neck, she wore a silver chain and a locket
Then laughed and showed me, a rainbow hidden in her pocket

She said such strange things, you see
Cause she’s a poet, dreamer, she’s a freak like me

Long walks conversations in the dark
All about those friends and lovers, who left thorns in our hearts

With you, I share my secrets and my shame
And for me, I know you did the same

There’s no more me, there’s no more you
Now there’s just one, where there once was two

Is this how friends, learn to trust
Is this what makes lovers, give into lust

Word warriors, spilling ink and blood
Troubadour singing sad songs, sad songs of love

Soul soldier, silent defender
Now all my prayers and letters, returned to sender

Whispered these things, to my mystic girl
And for a moment, we shared a hidden world

There’s no me, there’s no more you
Now there’s just one, where there once was two